Emptiness

I feel so empty inside right now.
And it's not even about you this time.
It's on this crazy ride we call life. It feels like whenever things are going right, they have to be messed up. It feels like people raise my hopes up just to take them down.

I'm so tired of this. I'm so tired of feeling this way--so alone, so hollow.
So hopeless.

Lighters

An outtake from my hope photoshoot. This is completely unedited. I'm too lazy to even put my watermark on it, but I'm not much of a fan of this photo anyway.

So I was too lazy to go get some more memory. In my defense, I was fairly busy today! Let me explain. :) This morning, I had tennis. We played until around noon. I got home and just messed around on the computer. And at around 1:30-1:40, I suddenly felt this shaking. The island I was working on started shaking and I nearly fell off my chair trying to hold on. I first thought I was delusional because I sometimes get feelings of dizziness. But then when it kept going, I realized that it wasn't me. I then thought someone was upstairs, which really freaked me out. But then it was over, so I kind of just let it go. Well it happened to be an earthquake. Apparently there was a 5.8 earthquake today in Virginia, and the aftershock came all the way here. It basically shook almost the whole east coast, which was really strange but cool. So after Facebook exploded in statuses (seriously, I don't know why people do that), everyone calmed down again. But then at 6:30, I went to go to our tennis pasta party! It was tons of fun. :) Basically the freshmen bring the pasta, the sophomores bring the salad/bread, the juniors bring the dessert, and the seniors bring the drinks/host the party. We kind of all just hung out for a while, and then a bunch of people went to the pool, while Iris/Gigi and I squirted them with water guns. :'D LOL. I was going to post pictures since someone was taking them the whole time, but they haven't put them up yet. So I will as soon as they're uploaded.

In the mean time, I should do some of my summer work. I have so much left to do and school starts in exactly two weeks. </3 Goodbye summer 2011. :(

Freshmen

Hi guys. I know I promised photos and lots of new posts, but my computer's out of memory, so I need to get something to increase its space. I'll start posting as soon as I stop being lazy, haha. I'll aim for tomorrow, but I can't promise anything. Tennis really drains out all of my energy.

A picture of me from over a year ago. (The things that happen when you can't put new pictures on your computer. D:)

On a different note, schedules came out today! Facebook was pure madness. (Where I live, once schedules come out, everyone starts posting statuses and notes and compares! Let's just say, we all got many, many notifications today.)

I know none of you go to my school, but I want to post my schedule here for the fun of it.
We recently moved into a new school, and with that came more changes to our beloved old schedule. So this year, they've changed things up a little bit. No one really knows what's to come out of it.

HR: 274 Erickson
1. World Literature H (ABCDE) - Ippolito
2. AP Calculus AB (A) - Fogle
2. Physical Education (BE) - Clements
3. AP Calculus AB (ABCDE) - Fogle
A LUNCH
4. Physics H (ABCDE) - Sample
5. French IV H (ABCDE) - Leary
6. AP Chemistry (A) - Price
6. AP European History (BCDE) - Giammarco
7. AP Chemistry (ABCDE) - Price

None of us really know why everything's changed to letters instead of days of the week, but we'll see when September 6th comes!

Which reminds me...I should start my summer homework soon. School starts in only 2 weeks. Asdfghjkl; Goodnight!

P.S.- I have invested some time into a new theme! I shall edit it some more later. :)

Celebrate!

HI EVERYONE.
I'm so sorry for the extreme inactiveness, but I was away on vacation and right after, preseasons started. So I've been kind of busy, but I have so much to post about!

Anyway, TODAY IS MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY! :)


I had such an amazing day with my friends. I got tons of "happy birthdays" from the tennis team since I spent almost the whole day with them today, and I got to meet up with a few friends at Starbucks and just hang out and stuff. :) I also got the coolest cards that I'll soon upload.

OH. I also got my PERMIT. :) Now I can officially learn how to drive! Ahh, yay!

All of the pictures from my birthday will be up on another post (hopefully) tomorrow. Then, I'll start posting pictures from my vacation!

And a special THANK YOU to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. You are all so amazing. <3
Thank you for letting me have such a wonderful sweet sixteen. <3 I love you all!